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Pleasure: Labor Like the PROS (Part 1)

This post is the first in a 4-part series of simple ways to think about maximizing your enjoyment of labor by remembering how to do it like the “PROS”:






Pleasure Principles

pleasure (noun)- 1. a feeling of happiness, delight, or satisfaction, 2. sensual gratification: gratification of the senses, 3. recreation, relaxation, or amusement, especially as distinct from work or everyday routine

The benefits of pleasure in labor:

-pleasure sensations can help “shut the gate” to the uncomfortable sensations of labor

-many things which cause pleasure also increase oxytocin levels. Oxytocin is the hormone which drives labor progress AND brings on relaxed, loving feelings. (We’ll get into it more in the third part of the PRO series.)

-pleasurable feelings aid in the ability to relax which can greatly decrease pain.

-pleasure shifts our perspective of the sensations of labor.

Grab a pencil and paper and jot down whatever thoughts come to mind about the following questions:

What brings you pleasure? (Think about your five senses.)





Touch: (think texture and temperature)

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What makes you laugh/smile?


What other things make you feel good, happy, or satisfied?

Now, using the list you’ve made, think about what sorts of supplies you can have on hand to increase the pleasure principle in your labor.  Chocolate, candles, massage oils, essential oils, access to a bath, comfy pillows… whatever is on your list.

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While this might sound too simple to work, you may be surprised to find how effective even “the little things” can be.

For more information about the importance of pleasure during labor, and to actually practice using pleasure to cope, register for a spot in an upcoming series of Prepared for Birth.  Engaging, holistic, evidence-based childbirth education really brings together all the pieces of the puzzle.


In the meantime, stay tuned for Part Two in this series to learn more about preparing to enjoy your birth!

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Baby’s First Bath: Who, When, and Where?

In the discussion of what interventions and procedures may be offered for your baby postpartum, the first bath rarely makes the list.  You may wonder why it should!  A bath is perfectly harmless, right?  Could it really be considered an intervention?

If an intervention is defined as anything that intervenes in the continuous physiological process of labor, birth, and breastfeeding, then the in-hospital bath certainly qualifies as one.

Ultimately, the “burden of proof” for any intervention should lie on the intervention itself.  Are there any real benefits to a first bath being given in the hospital by a stranger?  If so, do these benefits outweigh the risks?  Rather than framing the discussion around risks of an in-hospital bath, though, let’s look at some of the wonderful benefits of delaying your newborn’s first bath, which include:

The Magic of Vernix At birth, your baby’s skin will be coated with a white, waxy or cheesy substance called vernix.  Depending on how many weeks your baby gestated, there may be a little or a lot of vernix on the skin.  Vernix provides protection in the womb from contact with the amniotic fluid (so that baby’s skin won’t wrinkle like ours does after a long bath).  Vernix also provides antibacterial protection, a true benefit in a hospital setting.  Vigorous scrubbing and bathing can remove this protective layer.  Rather than washing this natural barrier away, you can massage it into baby’s skin like lotion.

Breastfeeding Instincts Baby uses the smell of amniotic fluid on his or her hands to help initiate breastfeeding.  You may notice your baby nuzzles her hands against her nose as a cue that she is ready to nurse.  Washing away the natural smells on the baby’s skin will also get in the way of the signals provided by these smells which kick start instinctual breastfeeding and bonding processes.


Together is Best for Mom and Baby Mother and baby both benefit from uninterrupted skin-to-skin contact for the first several days after birth.  This closeness helps with regulating temperature, heart rate, and stress hormones, as well as increasing bonding hormones, and helping to establish mom’s milk supply. Baby’s other parent is the next best habitat when mom needs a break; familiar sounds and smells are comforting and calming to baby.  Removing baby from the loving arms of his parents for a bath interrupts this bonding time.

First Bath is a Lovely Ritual Giving baby her first bath is a sweet privilege that parents can enjoy when they are ready.  Bath time can be a good way to transition to a change in setting once the family leaves the hospital and settles at home.  Or, it can wait until days later when intuition says it’s time.

Who will give your baby his or her first bath?  When and where will it occur?  This choice is up to you!

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I’m pregnant!? Now…I have a million questions!


Upon discovering she’s expecting, a woman may have a variety of emotions: excitement, panic, joy, confusion, fear, anticipation, grief, relief, or a combination of these and more.  Along with a host of emotions, pregnancy also brings with it a slew of questions.

Questions about her body and what she can do with it…

-Will I have morning sickness?  Can it be prevented?

-Do I have to stop eating all of my favorite foods now?  Do I have to start eating anything special?

-What supplements and vitamins am I supposed to be taking?

-Can I stay on my workout plan?  Is exercise safe?

-Is it normal that my breasts hurt?  Is it normal that I ALREADY have to pee all the time?

-Why am I so hungry?  …or…  Why does food sound so gross to me?

-Is there something wrong with me if I don’t feel happy all the time?


Questions about her baby…

-How big is he or she now?

-How do I best take care of him or her?

-How will I know if s/he’s healthy?


Questions about her relationships…

-Will I be a good mom?

-Will I have the support I need from my partner?

-Why do I feel the need to be “mothered” so much right now?

-Is life as I know it over?

-Who can I talk to about my concerns?


Questions about sex…

-Is it safe to have sex?  Will it hurt the baby?

-Why do I want to have sex all the time? …or…  Why do I have no libido whatsoever?

-Will my partner still be attracted to me as my body changes?

-How will I feel about my body as it changes?


Questions about her prenatal care and birth…

-Is my current OB/GYN the best choice for my prenatal care?

-How do I pick a care provider?  Where do I even start?

-What’s a midwife?  Why would I choose one?  How do I find one?

-Do I want to give birth in a hospital or at home?

-Do I need all the tests I’ve read about?

-Will I be able to handle childbirth?

-What the heck is a doula?


Where does a pregnant woman turn for answers and reassurance about all of these questions?  Even if she has already chosen a prenatal care provider, her first visit may not be scheduled for several weeks.  Visits with a care provider may seem too rushed or she may feel too nervous to ask all of her questions.  Some questions may feel too “weird” or “gross” to know who it’s safe to ask.  Childbirth preparation classes are usually geared towards expectant parents past about 20 weeks gestation.  There are so many books on the shelves, it’s hard to know which one is a good choice.  That copy of “What to Expect When You’re Expecting” that was passed along to her only makes her feel more nervous and unsure.  The questions just keep adding up…

I remember well how it felt when I was first pregnant with my first son.  I had very few friends in a new town, and even fewer of them had children (and even fewer of them had had the sorts of births I wanted for myself).  I didn’t know where to begin finding the right care provider.  I had read about midwives but, how the heck was I supposed to find one?  They weren’t in the phone book!  Did I just pick an OB and hospital closest to my home?  I had so many expectations and hopes and dreams and wondered if they were normal or realistic.  It was a lonely time in many ways.

As a doula, I am often not contacted by clients until they are over halfway through their pregnancies.  By that point, they may have missed out on crucial information that could have helped them feel healthier, more confident, and more prepared for a satisfying birth; I often feel like we are scrambling to fill in the gaps.  I have seen a real need for a way to get important information to pregnant women sooner so that they can really ENJOY PREGNANCY!

Out of my experience and the many questions I heard from pregnant women was born the blueprint for a class.  Healthy Pregnancy is designed to help women feel informed, empowered, and confident.  I truly believe that a healthy, confident pregnancy sets the stage for a healthy, confident birth (which can set the stage for a healthy, confident start to parenting).  I want to give that gift to as many expectant mothers as I can!  Like all of my classes, this one is interactive, fun, and tailored to the needs of the individual students.  It’s a great way to learn more, ask questions, set your mind at ease, and maybe make some friends!  Not bad for a few Saturday afternoon hours.  (Plus, goodie bags and healthy and delicious snacks will be provided… what more do you need to know?)

To learn more or to register, check out my website Enjoy the ride!


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Birth Matters!

In the summer of 2006, I was lucky enough to be chosen for a role in Louisville’s Birth Care Network’s local production of Birth the Play. The play is comprised of 7 women’s birth stories with 7 actors playing all the characters within each story: family members, partners, doctors, nurses, etc. Part of the powerful narrative of one woman’s cesarean birth story is her consternation at how often she is told, “…but you had a healthy baby!” when she tries to express her grief at how her child was born.
At the time I was taking part in this show, I was very pregnant with my second son. My first birth had hit me face-first with surprise, dismay, fear, disappointment, and many other emotions that I didn’t quite know how to heal. Whenever we would rehearse the scene with those lines about “…but you had a healthy baby!” I would wonder if that was something people actually said to women who talked about their births honestly. It seemed like such a silly and dismissive and ignorant thing to say.

The more I have worked in the birth world as a doula, childbirth educator, and breastfeeding peer support person, the more I have heard that trite line trotted out to mothers and it never ceases to amaze me that it can be anything besides a line in a play. I have many theories about why people like to use that line so much: they’re genuinely trying to find the silver lining and make the mother feel better, they are in denial about their own birth experience and the feelings they don’t want to face about it, they just aren’t thinking about what’s coming out of their mouths…etc.
But let’s look at what’s really being said behind those words…

If a woman has a birth experience that is unexpected, scary, or traumatic in some way (and that’s really only up to her perspective, not anyone else’s), she may feel any or all of the following:
Like a failure


Her feelings about her birth may affect her ability to bond with and enjoy her baby or to enjoy life in general. Her feelings may make it hard for her to connect to other people who just don’t seem to understand. She may feel jealous of other mothers whose births she perceives as having been “easy” or “perfect”. She may not want to talk about her feelings for fear of being judged. She may feel alienated by all of this.
If she does find the courage to say something about how she is truly feeling and is met with “…but you have a healthy baby!” what she is really hearing is this:
“Your baby is the only part of this story that matters. You do not matter. Your body does not matter. Your feelings do not matter. Birth does not matter.”
And I am here to tell you that none of that is true. Of course every mother wants more than anything in the world for her baby to be safe and healthy. But that hope is not mutually exclusive of everything else having to do with her birth story. In fact, all parts are connected: mother, mother’s feelings, mother’s body, mother’s experience, baby’s health. Every piece of the puzzle affects all the others.  And to tell a woman that her feelings and experience are invalid is just the sort of thing that sets us up for our current rates of postpartum depression in the United States, for an epidemic of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder following birth  (Postpartum Traumatic Stress Disorder?), and for a culture of disconnect and “dis-ease” (as in, the opposite of health).
So, what do we do about this?

For mothers:
Find the support you need. There are people out there who are willing to listen to your birth story and the feelings you have about it with no judgment. There is support for you. Contact a local birth network, your doula (or, if you did not have a doula, find one in your area who can point you in the direction of local support), your local ICAN (International Cesarean Awareness Network) chapter, a therapist, or a friend who is a good listener. Look for a postpartum wellness group on facebook. Join a positive new moms group or playgroup. Don’t stop reaching out until you have gotten what you need to process and heal. It is possible.

For others:
Watch this video .  And please, never tell a woman that the only thing that matters about her birth is her baby. Listen quietly. Hug. Bring meals. Let her cry. Let her feel her feelings. Help her find support if you feel it is more than you can do to help her by yourself.
Some of my favorite resources:

And, one very concrete way you can work on processing your story and move towards healing is to take part in an upcoming “Unpacking Your Birth Baggage” workshop with me. In this workshop, we will work in a small group to look at the feelings we have from our birth experiences (or about an upcoming birth…read more about the workshop here) and figure out how to own our stories in a confident, freeing way rather than being held back by them. The process is powerful and so is the chance to be in a safe place with supportive women. The workshop package includes ongoing support via a private facebook group and other chances to contact after our face to face time has passed. I believe so strongly in this process and want to share it with as many women as I can.  In order to give women the specific type of experiences they need in this process, I will be offering two separate workshops: one for expectant mothers who are holding doubts, fears, and confusion about their ability to give birth; and another for mothers who have had traumatic or unexpected birth outcomes and need a safe place to process them and move on into parenting with freedom and joy.  The next workshop is set for March 11 and 18 and is intended for Mother’s who’ve given birth before.  To learn more details or to register, visit my website.

Know this: You matter. Your feelings matter. Your experience matters. Your birth matters. BIRTH MATTERS.

Sending you a hug,
Jenny Claire

Photo credit: Jana Glass, Looking Glass Photography

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Take a Journey to Joy…Unpack your negative baggage!

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Walking path – downhill (Photo credit: Dey)

Unpacking Your Birth Baggage
Imagine you’re about to embark on one of the most important journeys of your life. You’re not exactly sure what is ahead on this trip but you know it will have some challenges and surprises and will hopefully end with an incredible reward. You know lots of other women who’ve travelled to your intended destination. Some of these travelers talk about how painful, scary, and arduous the journey was; others have told you that they found the trip full of joy, empowerment, and revelation. You don’t know what to expect!
As the time nears for you to take off, you check on the suitcase you’ll be taking on the trip. When you try to lift the suitcase, you find it’s impossible to get off the ground. Then, you realize it has already been packed for you by your mother and all of your other female relatives, several movie and television producers, the advertising executives at many major baby gear manufacturers, a few co-workers, and a woman in line behind you at the grocery last week. You open the suitcase to find it contains nothing but rocks, bricks, an anvil, and a 40-year-old travel guide to your intended destination.
You realize none of this makes sense for a journey as important as the one you’re about to begin. This is your trip and only you should get to decide what you’ll pack and what sort of adventure lies ahead!

Each of us enters into birth and parenting with “baggage”. The secret is realizing that you have a choice about what baggage you continue carrying and what baggage you toss behind you as you move forward. The “Unpacking Your Birth Baggage” workshop will help you go through the process to explore what sort of baggage you’re currently carrying, to decide what tools and insights you want to be carrying to help you achieve your desired journey, and to make steps to help you pack the sort of bag that will serve you well along the way. What sort of trip do you want to take? How do you want to feel while you’re travelling? The choice is yours and I would love to be your travel agent in helping you plan the journey that will bring you the most joy and satisfaction.

This workshop is for you…
-if you are pregnant for the first time and have lots of anxiety, fear, questions, and confusion about birth and wonder if you can “handle it”.
-if you have had a previous birth experience that left you with sadness, anger, trauma, grief, confusion, or doubt which you just can’t seem to heal from or let go of.
-if you want to take ownership of your birth and parenting journey wherever you are right now in order to enjoy it fully moving forward.

This workshop will take place over the course of two weeks in an intimate setting with a small group of other women also looking to achieve freedom and confidence on the birth and parenting path. You will be given ongoing support for the process after our face to face time together as well, via private facebook group and personal consultation.

I have had the privilege of helping many women through this process and have seen astounding, inspiring results. I am excited to offer this experience to as many women as I can.  As with all of my offerings, if cost is an issue, don’t hesitate to contact me to discuss options.


We’ll meet at Mama’s Hip to do this great work together, two Tuesdays, 6:30-8:30. A $20 deposit is required to hold your spot in the workshop, payable via PayPal or check. Registration details are available here. Register today to claim your spot; spaces will be limited to ensure an intimate group for open discussion. Don’t miss your chance for this empowering experience. I can’t wait to get started helping you unpack your birth baggage so that you can Pack Your Bags for a Journey of Joy!  Contact me with any questions.

Note, updated April, 2014: The May session of this workshop will be the last one offered until September at the earliest.  If you are anxious to explore this process, don’t miss your window!

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How is a lactation consultant like a nursing bra? Both should make you feel comfortable & supported!

This is my second post in a series about lactation support.  Check out my previous post “Differing models of lactation advice: Go with the flow.” to read about different approaches to understanding breastfeeding. 

In many cities these days, mothers are blessed with lots of options for where to turn when breastfeeding doesn’t go smoothly.  Most hospitals have lactation consultants on staff.  Many nurses working in labor and delivery or postpartum care positions receive some lactation training.  Obstetric and pediatric practices often have lactation consultants in office.  More and more private practice IBCLCs are finding a niche in the community.  There are breastfeeding peer counselors available through La Leche League and WIC.  If you’re lucky, you live in a place with all of these options and more .   So, how do you know where to start?  And, once you’ve visited with one or more of these resources, how do you know if you’re getting the best help for YOU?

Each mother and baby is special and many variables exist  within the nursing relationship.  Breastfeeding is an art, not just a science, and while the mechanics are very important, so is the emotion.  There aren’t always going to be easy answers or quick fixes to breastfeeding problems (in fact, I’m always wary of any solution which promises to be quick or easy).  In many cases, mothers are able to learn that the things they thought were indications of a problem are just examples of normal newborn nursing behavior.  But, in those cases when a very real challenge or problem appears, getting the proper help is vital.

You SHOULD feel one of more of the following after a visit with a breastfeeding support person if that person is a good fit for you and your situation:

* Relief –Whether it is physical relief from painful latch or emotional relief, some sort of lightening should occur.  You may say, “Ah, it feels much better now when she latches.” or “Thank goodness.  I’m glad to know this is normal.” or “My burning question has been answered.”  If you do not feel actual immediate relief, you should at least feel…

Hope – Because it takes time to break old habits and train new, and because healing isn’t instantaneous, you may need to continue practicing techniques and tips you learn in your visit to acheive noticeable results.  But you should at least feel that some progress is being made and you are on the right track to improvement.  At the very least, you should feel that your support person is committed to helping you figure out what WILL work if this path does not.  So, you may be thinking, “We are working on this and it will get better.” or “We are going to figure this out.”

*Increased Confidence – Notice I say “increased” and not just “confidence”.  For many mothers, confidence is something we must develop over time as we learn about our babies and how to trust our intuition and reason.  Breastfeeding can be a huge part of gaining confidence IF a mother receives positive messages of support.  Your lactation pro should encourage this feeling in you by helping you to see all the things you are doing right and by recognizing that your baby is a perfect individual.  Some confident things you may say to yourself include, “I am a good mother.  I am seeking answers for my baby and my self.”  or “My baby and my body work beautifully.” or “I can make enough milk to feed my baby.” or “We are learning together.”

Your lactation consultant or counselor SHOULD:

-Be respectful of your personal space.  Of course she is on your team to talk to you about your breasts, but she should explain what she is doing and/or gain permission from you before touching you or your baby.

-Be respectful of your concerns and feelings.  She should listen to what you believe to be the problem, ask questions to gain more information, and understand that fear, love, anxiety, exhaustion, and many other feelings can come in to play surrounding breastfeeding.

-Address the specific problem which concerns you.  She may understand other issues which are linked to your concern as well and it may be necessary to solve one problem before a related one can be fixed.  But, it is not up to her to decide for you that you should fix something which you don’t define as a problem.  

-Provide a follow-up plan.  You should understand such specifics as “How long should I try this before deciding it isn’t working?” and “What is the next step if this doesn’t solve the problem?”  She should also provide a clear understanding of what sort of follow-up care is provided within her fee if applicable (further visits, phone help, etc).

A lactation support person SHOULD NOT:

-Dismiss your concerns.  This includes problems with pain during nursing.  If her answer is “Everything looks fine.  It shouldn’t hurt,” move on to someone who will help you figure out the source of the pain and solve the problem.

-Make you feel worse.  No guilt.  No fear mongering.  No shaming of your choices or your body.  Negativity is not going to bring about a postive result.

No lactation support person has all the answers to every question.  All professionals have limits and make mistakes.  And that’s fine!  If the person helping you doesn’t have the answer to your question or problem, she should either be willing to search for it to your satisfaction or direct you to someone else who can.  If you don’t feel you’ve gotten the help, support, or answers you need, DON’T GIVE UP!  Ask someone else!  Keep asking until you feel satisfied.  You and your baby deserve good support.

And, most of all, remember that YOU are the expert on YOUR body and YOUR baby.  While medical professionals and breastfeeding support people are experts in certain fields and have seen lots of babies and mothers, no one is smarter than you about what is right regarding you and your baby.  If an expert answer just doesn’t ring true with your gut, you have the right to get another opinion.

Stay tuned or sign up for email updates to read my next post in this series, in which I’ll delve more into the who, what, where, why, and how of the different lactation support people who may be available in your community.

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Differing models of lactation advice: Go with the flow.

Newborn baby breastfeeding
Newborn baby breastfeeding (Photo credit: HoboMama)

This is the first post in a series about lactation support. 

Let me begin by saying: I am not a certified lactation consultant or lactation counselor.  I am a mother of 4 who has been breastfeeding for the better part of 9 years, a trained La Leche League leader, and a voracious reader who geeks out on all things birth and breastfeeding related.  I do not receive money for assisting mothers with breastfeeding.  I provide breastfeeding information and support, not advice, much like in my role as a birth doula.  This post is NOT intended as medical advice or as a contradiction of medical advice. 

It’s no secret that there are various models for looking at birth. We may hear or use terms such as “technocratic model”, “medical model”, “holistic model”, or “midwifery model” when referring to ways of caring for mothers and babies throughout pregnancy, labor, birth, and the immediate postpartum period. It is only recently that I’ve begun to realize there are vastly differing philosophies and methods for veiwing lactation support as well.   This concept has come up often over the last few months in my conversations with mothers about the sort of breastfeeding advice, help, and encouragement they’ve received.  It’s something I want to explore more because I believe each mother and baby deserves the best possible support and,  just like each mother/baby is unique, there is no one-size-fits-all method to dealing with breastfeeding issues.  Different mothers and different situations call for differing methods of care. 

One model/philosophy says birth and breastfeeding are rife with opportunity for “failure” on both the part of mother and baby and thus require management, intervention, and contraptions to work at all.

On the flip side, the other model/philosophy assumes that mother and baby possess the inherent skills and wisdom to succeed at birth and breastfeeding and that these processes work best without interruption or intervention, and with gentle and empowering support.

While there are times when intensive treatments, techniques, and interventions are necessary, there are other times when these things are totally out of place and actually harmful.   As the adage goes, “if it ain’t broke…”  Telling women their breasts, milk supply, babies, or intuition are faulty from the start and need to be “fixed” even when all is well can be damaging to the breastfeeding relationship and the mother’s psyche.

Both modes of viewing birth and breastfeeding can become self fulfilling prophecies by locking mother and baby in a cycle. Breaking down a woman’s confidence in her body’s ability to produce milk for her baby, adding steps to her breastfeeding routine, or putting machines or devices between her and baby as a matter of course (as opposed to as a therapeutic means or treatment of an actual problem) can interrupt the very thing which is best for milk production and mother/baby satisfaction: skin to skin breastfeeding. Conversely, building mother’s confidence in herself and instilling positive feelings about breastfeeding can help her persevere even in the face of challenges and avoid unnecessary anxiety which can disrupt the natural process.

Why does this matter to me?  Because I have witnessed how a certain kind of advice can be dangerous to the breastfeeding relationship, and, perhaps more importantly, to a woman’s ability to trust her intuition, her body and her baby.

The effects of this breakdown can be far-reaching, showing up in other areas of mothering and life.  So often, when mothers come to me with breastfeeding questions, I find with a little further listening that there is something else beneath their concerns.  They are looking for someone to reassure them and give them permission to trust themselves.  They are looking for someone to say, “You aren’t broken and you never were.  You are doing a wonderful job mothering your baby.”  This is also true of mothers who have lost the breastfeeding portion of the mothering relationship either due to physical reasons or because of lack of accurate information and support.  “You aren’t broken and you never were.  You are doing a wonderful job mothering your baby.”

What I wish more than anything in this line of work is for happiness for mothers and babies. High confidence, relaxed and loving time together, and sufficient milk supply can all contribute to happier pairs.  All mother/babies deserve proper information, support, and encouragement for their lactation success (however they define it).

I want to hear from you (even if it’s to disagree with me!)

 What kind of lactation support has been helpful or harmful to you? 

In my next post, I will discuss how to choose a lactation support person, and how to know if  the lactation counseling you recieve is a good fit for your needs. In the third post of this series, I’ll be talking about the different “players” in the lactation support “game”, their different roles, and how they can help you.  Check back or sign up to receive updates via email.

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Birth as you Live; Live as you Birth

I love the quote (and I’m still looking for its origins, help appreciated), “You birth the way you live.” It’s a powerful statement. Birth is a journey, a gate we pass through into an unknown place. So many of our life experiences and transitions are like births. Some of these gates we pass through feeling afraid, alone, ignorant, unready, judgmental. But we also have the option of passing through each gate feeling empowered, vibrant, supported, prepared, joyful, connected, and open.

The gift I want to offer to my students and clients is the opportunity to “Live the way you birth.” Birth can be a lesson if we know how to learn from it. What if pregnancy or childbirth classes could help you hone the skills to enter into other life situations and transitions feeling all the positive emotions listed above?

My hope is to help couples take hold of some of the following skills and more:

-Reading and understanding research and evidence

-Getting in touch with intuition

-Making healthy choices based on evidence AND intuition

-Communicating with family members and healthcare providers

-Tapping into inner strength and coping mechanisms

-Building confidence in self and body

-Connecting with community and support systems

-Knowing how to feel at peace in the face of stressful situations

With each new group of students, my goal is to tailor the content of the class to fit their individual needs and strengths. I would love to be part of your learning journey during this pregnancy. For more information on taking part in one of my class series, check out my website.

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How I learned to stop worrying and love my intuition

As part of a career exploration class I was part of in highschool, I took the long version of the Myers-Briggs personality test which gives a four letter code (not that kind of four letter code!) to explain one’s personality type.  I was (and still am) an ENFP…Extrovert, Intuitive, Feeling, Perceiving (vs Introvert, Sensing, Thinking, Judging).  What was most outstanding about my results was, of the thinking vs feeling questions, I scored for feeling on 99 out of 100.  (Most trait results for the test are much less skewed because most people are much more balanced!)  For me, this test really showed that feeling and intuition were a huge part of my self.

Soon after that, I got the message that my way of being was inferior to a more practical or pragmatic approach, that feeling made me weak and unreasonable.  Because I have a tendency towards depression and anxiety, being so in tune with emotions (my own and others’) often came with a high price as well.  So I worked hard to build up a shell of  cold hard reason against the world.  As you can imagine, this didn’t work very well.  Some of the biggest mistakes I’ve had to learn from in my life came from ignoring my gut and doing what I thought I should do or what sounded reasonable and right. 

Around the time I gave birth to my first son, I finally realized that this false way of trying to live my life was affecting my health, my sanity, my effectiveness, and my authenticity.  I began to give myself permission to get back in touch with my inner voice and I have been on a journey since then to learn how to respect, honor, and follow that voice towards the best choices for my family and for me.

The more involved I have become in the wonderful world of birth and breastfeeding, the more excited I have become about the phrase “evidence based”.  At some point, I had to ask myself why I, an ENFP, was so enamored with all of these studies and statistics.  And the answer was that more often than not, the evidence backed up what my intuition already told me: that birth works best when left to progress naturally, that this whole process of making and birthing and feeding babies is perfectly designed and should not be messed with.  Many an article comes through my news feed which could be filed under the heading of “Stuff We Didn’t Need a Study to Tell Us”. 

But then, what about those studies that don’t back up my feelings or squarely contradict them?  In those cases, I am learning more and more to continue to trust my gut.  So far, my gut has not steered me wrong.  I can not say the same for reliance on statistics.  If there is a question between what an Authority has to say about something regarding my health or my child’s health versus what my inner wisdom tells me, I am going to choose my own voice.

mothersAs a childbirth educator, I hope to build my classes around this very idea that information and intuition need not be at odds and my goal is to help parents gather the evidence along with a solid trust in their own authority. 

Numbers can be twisted to work for the biases of a reviewer or reader.  Study methods can be flawed.  Our human ways of understanding and relaying science are often more of an art!  Truth can be up for auction to the highest bidder.  For all of these reasons, it is important to carry within yourself the ability to make a choice based on what feels right to you and not just on what sounds most fancy or convincing on paper.

In the process of giving birth, we are truly animals.  Clinging to statistics and “reason” can be detrimental to our ability to progress.  We birth with our bodies and our hearts, not our heads.  I want to empower women to trust the voice of love within their deepest selves.  It is that voice which always knows what is right.

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Shame Shame!

A group of men and women marching with strike ...
A group of men and women marching with strike signs (Photo credit: Kheel Center, Cornell University)

Here in Louisville, labor unions often hire a couple of workers to stand in a conspicuous location holding a giant yellow sign that reads something like “SHAME SHAME Business Name” and a brief description below such as “Labor Dispute”.  I notice these signs but I often wonder if they actually make any difference.  Do the corporations being targeted actually feel any shame due to these signs?  Does the average passerby ever question the cause for the signs, let alone boycott the “Shamed” businesses?  What’s the point?

 Then I had the thought that maybe the importance of these signs lies in what they represent for the unions of people who sponsor them.  Perhaps they are simply a way for these workers to say “I matter.  I don’t deserve to be treated this way.  I am shining my little light in the big darkness.”


In the spirit of the Giant Yellow Shame Shame Sign, I offer the following open letter to our current culture:

 Shame on you for making women feel like our bodies are defective.  Shame on you for telling us we aren’t strong enough to give birth without drugs.  Shame on you for telling us doctors know better than we what is best for us.  Shame on you for telling us pregnancy and childbirthing are illnesses that need to be fixed and cured and managed.


Shame on you for telling us our pelvises are too small to allow our babies to fit through or our cervixes are incompetent or our uteruses are so weak that they will likely rupture.  Shame on you for telling us our bodies are too old to grow a healthy baby at the very age our lives have just made room for one.  Shame on you for telling us our bodies don’t know the proper time to give birth, that we need you to set the date or start the process.  Shame on you for telling us we need someone else to pull the baby out, suck the baby out, or cut the baby out.


Shame on you for telling us our chests and arms aren’t warm enough to nurture our babies immediately after they are born, that your fancy warming machines are superior.  Shame on you for scaring us out of keeping our babies close when they need us by telling us they need your medical training more than our loving presence.  Shame on you for telling us we can’t trust our intuition about how often or how long to hold, cuddle, nurse, and nurture our children. 


Shame on you for making us think we can’t make enough milk.  Shame on you for telling us to worry because we only pumped an ounce this time or the baby only ate two ounces.  Shame on you for telling us that artificial baby milk is the solution, that plastic contraptions are the solution, that giving up is the solution because we’ll probably never get it right anyway.


Shame on you for giving us dirty looks when we breastfeed our children in your line of sight.  Shame on you for telling us we should cover up or go to the bathroom or just stay home to do “that”.  Shame on you for telling us it’s gross or attention-seeking or inappropriate for your children’s eyes.  Shame on you for making us think a machine is superior to our baby for removing milk from our breasts and a bottle is superior to our breasts for feeding our baby. 


Shame on you for telling us the milk our bodies make is causing our babies to cry because they are allergic to it or it is too gassy or not nutritious enough.  Shame on you for telling us the milk we make is not as good as artificial baby milk or even “just as good as” artificial baby milk.  Shame on your for telling us we are making our babies too dependent or clingy or manipulative or spoiled by feeding them from our bodies and holding them when they ask for us.


Shame on you for telling us our bodies ought to look supermodel perfect 6 weeks after we give birth.  Shame on you for telling us the importance of our bodies lies more in how they look to the outside world than in the wonders they can perform for us and our families.  Shame on your for failing to notice just how perfect and beautiful and powerful our bodies are right now, as they are, no changes needed.



(Please note that I am not judging any woman who has made any choice listed above.  And I am also not attempting to say there is never a need for any of the things listed above to be used for good.  What I am condemning is the breakdown of women’s confidence, not the proper use of science, medicine, and intervention.  So please, no comments telling me, “But, I really didn’t make enough milk.  I really did need formula.  Stop picking on me.”, etc.  I support every woman’s choice to do any or all of the above.  My hope is only that we are given the opportunity to make those choices from a place of informed empowerment.)